meme's and My life.
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And in other news went out with Mark last night. I had the sweetest hug of all time and an invite to Manchester where he is currently working. He is supposed to have a girlfriend, but I dunno what this invite means. there are a lot of thoughts rattling around.
We saw the fast and the furious; Tokyo Drift, which was a great film, really enjoyable. there hasn't been a huge fuss about it, but it was worthwhile and actually had a plot.
I haven't heard from Mike in over a week. I dunno if i will. there is a part of me that is sad that his seems to be the end. However, if this helps him then fine. I wish to remain friends however.
MEME Time - Snurched from stephie
10 Years ago
1. I was about to be 15
2. I was about to enter my final high school year
3. I was entering my fifth year of a crush
4. I was sick of my friendships
5. I was suffering from depression
5 Years Ago
1. I had finished my treatment for depression and felt a million miles better
2. I had never had a boyfriend.
3. I was friends with someone who would end up being a bitch due to drugs.
4. I could see university within my grasp
5. My world and that of the west's was far different.
One Year Ago.
1. I was in the slowest decay of my second relationship.
2. I had met a friend who would become the closest thing to a sister
3. I became a creative person.
4. I became dissatified with my degree
5. I woke up as a person
This Year
1. I helped to break a relationship, and act I hate myself for, because nothing good comes from it.
2. I have had a better relationship with my father
3. I have focused on being a better student
4. been to bournmouth (dorset) and portsmouth and seen my own country for the beauty it has
5. I have read most of the books i have bought
Yesterday.
1. I had a cheap maccy d's
2. Saw a great, but not life altering movie
3. Had great conversation
4. Got the best hug ever
5. got invited up north
Today.
1. slept in
2. Was appalled at the attacks in India
3. Was laughed at and shrugged it off without a care.
4. Talked to a friend
5. Realised that my hair long and swpt back slightly looks good at
Tomorrow.
1. Will pay council tax
2. Will Garden
3. Will finish my shopping.
4. Will call my best friend
5.. Will text mark for a meet-up on Sat
One year from Now
1. Will be with a loving man, irrespective of geographical location.
2. Will be graduating from university
3. Will be looking for a job
4. might be looking for a new place to live
5. Will be on the gratest adventure ever
Five Years from Now
1. Will hopefully be married and settled
2. Will have one child
3. Will have a satisfying job
4. Will have meanngful relationships with all the real people in my life.
5. Will still be on the greatest adventure ever devised!
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. | × I don't watch much TV these days. | ✓ I own lots of books. |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. | × I love to play video games. | × I've tried marijuana. |
| ✓ I've watched porn movies. | × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. | ✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. (Sometimes???) | ✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. | × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
| ✓ I have broken someone's bones. (I was attemptedly mugged, I fought back and hard!) | × I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. | ✓ I hate the rain. (Such a pity i live in London, england eh?) |
| × I'm paranoid at times. | ✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. | ✓ I need/want money right now. |
| × I love sushi. | × I talk really, really fast. | × I have fresh breath in the morning. |
| ✓ I have long hair. | × I have lost money in Las Vegas. | × I have at least one sibling. |
| ✓ I was born in a country outside of the U.S. | ✓ I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. | ✓ I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. |
| × I like the way that I look. | × I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. | × I am usually pessimistic. |
| ✓ I have a lot of mood swings. | ✓ I think prostitution should be legalized. | × I slept with a roommate. |
| ✓ I have a hidden talent. | ✓ I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. | × I have a lot of friends. |
| × I have pecked someone of the same sex. | ✓ I enjoy talking on the phone. | ✓ I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (Sweat pants are wonderful in bed.) |
| ✓ I love to shop and/or window shop. | ✓ I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. (I read it once a day and if something big happens it must be recorded.) | × I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. |
| ✓ I have a mobile phone. (Actually I have many handsets. I don't throw them out) | × I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. | ✓ I've rejected someone before. |
| ✓ I currently like/love someone. (This is more than one person. I believe in there being differing versions of love, like sibling, friend, lover, parental etc. Therefore there are different versions and levels of love.) | ✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. | ✓ I want to have children in the future. |
| ✓ I have changed a diaper before. | × I've called the cops on a friend before. | × I'm not allergic to anything. |
| ✓ I have a lot to learn. | ✓ I am shy around the opposite sex. | × I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. |
| × I have at least 5 away messages saved. | ✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (tried alcohol. I drink ccassionally is a by word for me, when and if the urge to do so grabs me, not as a social thing.) | × I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. |
| × I own the "South Park" movie. | × I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. | ✓ I enjoy some country music. |
| ✓ I would die for my best friends. | ✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. | × I have used my sexuality to advance my career. |
| × I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. | × I have dated a close friend's ex. | ✓ I am happy at this moment. |
| ✓ I'm obsessed with guys. (Boy is this ever inaccurate.) | × Democrat. (Non politically affiialted) | × Republican. (Non politically affiialted) |
| × I don't even know what I am. | × I am punk rockish. | ✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (Done younger guy. Apparently they don't like me.) |
| ✓ I study for tests most of the time. | ✓ I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. | × I can work on a car. |
| × I love my job(s). | ✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now. (After a year of progress which has been difficult and hard I can actually say i love and am comfy with me and the path i am on.) | × I have more than just my ears pierced. |
| ✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can. (Feel the ground beneath you hum baby!) | × I have jumped off a bridge. | × I love sea turtles. |
| ✓ I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (And then for the most part forget to wear the stuff. Do I ever learn... nah!) | ✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (Getting to uni and latterly graduating is a dream I have had since I was 6) | × I am proficient on a musical instrument. |
| ✓ I hate office jobs. | × I went to college out of state. | × I am adopted. |
| × I am a pyro. | ✓ I have thrown up from crying too much. (Anytime i get really upset i puke) | × I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. |
| × I fall for the worst people. | ✓ I adore bright colours. | × I usually like covers better than originals. (This is a depends on what I hear first.) |
| × I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. | ✓ I can pick up things with my toes. (Oh god i can unplug stuff with my toes. my feet are basically a secondary pair of hands) | × I can't whistle. |
| ✓ I have ridden/owned a horse. | × I still have every journal I've ever written in. | ✓ I talk in my sleep. (And then I can carry great conversations and never remember them.) |
| ✓ I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. | ✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. | × I wear a toe ring. |
| × I have a tattoo. | ✓ I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. (hey when you worked or worked with a boss that refered to you as hey you bitch! yeah you'll despise.) | ✓ I am a caffeine junkie. |
| ✓ I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. (Hug a tree i dare you!) | × If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. | × I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. |
| × I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. | × I'm an artist. | ✓ I am ambidextrous. |
| × I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. | × If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. | × I have terrible teeth. |
| × I hate my toes. | ✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. | ✓ I have more friends on the internet than in real life. |
| × I have lived in either three different states or countries. | × I am extremely flexible. | × I love hugs more than kisses. |
| ✓ I want to own my own business. | × I smoke. | ✓ I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. |
| × Nobody has ever said I'm normal. | ✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. (Dr Who season 2 episode "Doomsday" still makes me cry after 12 viewings. So what that it was only aired four days ago.) | × I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons. |
| ✓ I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. | × I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. | ✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds. |
| × I have played strip poker with someone else before. | × I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. | ✓ I believe in ghosts and the paranormal. |
| ✓ I can't stand being alone. | × I have at least one obsession at any given time. | × I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. |
| ✓ I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. (Keifer Sutherland movies when i had a crush on him... Keanu reeves movies etc.) | × I'm a judgmental asshole. | × I'm a HUGE drama-queen. |
| × I have travelled on more than one continent. | × I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. | × I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. |
| × I am a Libertarian. | × I can speak more than one language. | ✓ I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be. (House else do you explain falling asleep on the London Tube?) |
| ✓ I would rather read than watch TV. | × I like reading fact more than fiction. | ✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. |
| × I have no piercings. | × I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. | × I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried. |
| × I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night. | × There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. | × I like most animals better than most people. |
| × I own a collection of retro games consoles. | × The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. | × I have hit someone with a dead fish. |
| ✓ I am compulsively honest. (Honestly emotionally feels better than lying) | ✓ I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired. (ERM HOLE IN THE HEART???) | × I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. |
| × I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. | × I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders. | × I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to. |
| × I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. | × I dislike milk. | × I obsessively wash my hands. |
| ✓ I always carry something significant around with me. | × Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair. | ✓ I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others. |
| × Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. | × I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document. | × I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird. |
| × I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. | × Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. | × I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won. |
| × I do not 'get' most comedy acts. | ✓ I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. (Considering i have known at least one, and she did it to put food on table. I think a majority of them are ordinary women, who are using every attribute they can in a world that passes over others especially wonmen in favour of men. DOG EAT DOG world.) | × I don't like to chew gum. |
| ✓ I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. | × I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. | ✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years. |
| ✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. | × I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly. | ✓ I love to sing. |
| × I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. | × I have a custom-built computer. | ✓ I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. |
| × I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. | × I've gone skinny-dipping. | ✓ I've performed in three plays. (Lost count at this point of how many this is) |
| × I enjoy burritos. | × I'm Irish and loving it. | × I have a thing for redheads. |
| × I am a twin! | × Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'. | ✓ Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else. (even if i am more intrigued by something else) |
| × I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes. (Do and I don'twithout them I would not be the person I am, but i don't want to regret either.) | ✓ I sleep more than 12 hours a day. (sometimes) | × I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough. |
| × I need more time to myself. | × I wish I was more open-minded. | × I hope that I go really prematurely grey. |
| ✓ I download songs from the internet. | × I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend. | × I say random things to freak people out. |
| × I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note. | × I love playing Truth or Dare. | × I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it. |
| × Music helps me remember that I am not alone. | × Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems. | ✓ I think this survey is particularly long. |
| × I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. | × I can only hate someone that I love. | × I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks. |
And in other news went out with Mark last night. I had the sweetest hug of all time and an invite to Manchester where he is currently working. He is supposed to have a girlfriend, but I dunno what this invite means. there are a lot of thoughts rattling around.
We saw the fast and the furious; Tokyo Drift, which was a great film, really enjoyable. there hasn't been a huge fuss about it, but it was worthwhile and actually had a plot.
I haven't heard from Mike in over a week. I dunno if i will. there is a part of me that is sad that his seems to be the end. However, if this helps him then fine. I wish to remain friends however.
MEME Time - Snurched from stephie
10 Years ago
1. I was about to be 15
2. I was about to enter my final high school year
3. I was entering my fifth year of a crush
4. I was sick of my friendships
5. I was suffering from depression
5 Years Ago
1. I had finished my treatment for depression and felt a million miles better
2. I had never had a boyfriend.
3. I was friends with someone who would end up being a bitch due to drugs.
4. I could see university within my grasp
5. My world and that of the west's was far different.
One Year Ago.
1. I was in the slowest decay of my second relationship.
2. I had met a friend who would become the closest thing to a sister
3. I became a creative person.
4. I became dissatified with my degree
5. I woke up as a person
This Year
1. I helped to break a relationship, and act I hate myself for, because nothing good comes from it.
2. I have had a better relationship with my father
3. I have focused on being a better student
4. been to bournmouth (dorset) and portsmouth and seen my own country for the beauty it has
5. I have read most of the books i have bought
Yesterday.
1. I had a cheap maccy d's
2. Saw a great, but not life altering movie
3. Had great conversation
4. Got the best hug ever
5. got invited up north
Today.
1. slept in
2. Was appalled at the attacks in India
3. Was laughed at and shrugged it off without a care.
4. Talked to a friend
5. Realised that my hair long and swpt back slightly looks good at
Tomorrow.
1. Will pay council tax
2. Will Garden
3. Will finish my shopping.
4. Will call my best friend
5.. Will text mark for a meet-up on Sat
One year from Now
1. Will be with a loving man, irrespective of geographical location.
2. Will be graduating from university
3. Will be looking for a job
4. might be looking for a new place to live
5. Will be on the gratest adventure ever
Five Years from Now
1. Will hopefully be married and settled
2. Will have one child
3. Will have a satisfying job
4. Will have meanngful relationships with all the real people in my life.
5. Will still be on the greatest adventure ever devised!