Well... that was an interesting weekend!
Jul. 2nd, 2006 07:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angel_janeMark is down here for the next two weeks and I plan on speening as much time as possible with him.
So this is friday on wards
Friday I don't actually remember friday, there was stuff going on and if I was out with someone then sorry for not remembering
Saturday, well this was fun. I smashed myself on the head on a freaking bus roof, acknowledge height here met with Mark, and then we had lunch, which he cooked. And then we set out. and drove 100 miles to bournemouth... the irony
Steph had earlier in the week talked about golden sand clear sea and how beautiful it was to walk on sand, bournemouth has these a plenty. i would adore to go back during the week and go swim in the sea.
The drive back was fun, and for a change I didn't fall asleep on the way back and to be honest even as late as it was I did not want the day or the night to be over. i enjoy this man's company and his friendship. And i long for thhat to last to grow. Who knows what the future holds eh.
Today, the heat is too damn much its 100F and i am melting. I have been reading a book, crime thriller romance, also futuristic and I am liking the complexity and mystery of the characters involved in the plot line and I honestly doon't see the murderer half way and past, so that makes for a change.
Relationship wise, well I don't see it lasting, and i am willing to let it die or is it decomposing already? I am not doing a damn thing, things improve (highly doubtful) I will be thrilled. I doesnt and t ends... I am not going to get miserable about it.
I want to be happy in a relationnship, not just my life.
And the strange thing is... I am actually happy with my life for the most part. I am ready to love, to be with someone, and also to be with someone good.
So this is friday on wards
Friday I don't actually remember friday, there was stuff going on and if I was out with someone then sorry for not remembering
Saturday, well this was fun. I smashed myself on the head on a freaking bus roof, acknowledge height here met with Mark, and then we had lunch, which he cooked. And then we set out. and drove 100 miles to bournemouth... the irony
Steph had earlier in the week talked about golden sand clear sea and how beautiful it was to walk on sand, bournemouth has these a plenty. i would adore to go back during the week and go swim in the sea.
The drive back was fun, and for a change I didn't fall asleep on the way back and to be honest even as late as it was I did not want the day or the night to be over. i enjoy this man's company and his friendship. And i long for thhat to last to grow. Who knows what the future holds eh.
Today, the heat is too damn much its 100F and i am melting. I have been reading a book, crime thriller romance, also futuristic and I am liking the complexity and mystery of the characters involved in the plot line and I honestly doon't see the murderer half way and past, so that makes for a change.
Relationship wise, well I don't see it lasting, and i am willing to let it die or is it decomposing already? I am not doing a damn thing, things improve (highly doubtful) I will be thrilled. I doesnt and t ends... I am not going to get miserable about it.
I want to be happy in a relationnship, not just my life.
And the strange thing is... I am actually happy with my life for the most part. I am ready to love, to be with someone, and also to be with someone good.
