Religiously screwed and weather battered
Feb. 5th, 2004 06:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angel_janeOkay that title says loads or nothing, depending on your humour.
For the last few years I have been religiously ambiguous, in other words I have had no clue where the fuck I was. Still don't know where the fuck I am to be honest. Thought I was wiccan, but not. Used to be Anglican, and again I'm not. Hell I don't even believe in death anymore.
All I know is there is something stronger than I and my journey in life is to learn and experience as much as possible. That's it.
Strange how one person's lj gets me thinking about my life, although this is something I've been wrestling with for a while now. And to be honest I wish I could stop, it's driving me crazy.
In other news, I just busted my computer chair! Yay me! *rolls eyes* now I have a hard backed, not ver comfy one. booo.
And in guy news, 1) he pobably hates me writing about him, 2) I know he likes me and has agreed to have one "date" with me when I go over to him in spring and 3) I wonder on what level he likes me? (not a have to be answered thing).
I feel so drained, one min I am up next I am down then I am in between. It's not anything to do with the guy. It's me. It's winter. And It's me being exhausted. I had a lot of good hours today, but as soon as it's dark I get down, ppl can cheer me up Lee, room god, can definately cheer me up and Mike does the same. These are people who make me think and tell good jokes and tease me and make me feel cared about on a very deep level. That's something I am deeply grateful for. I'm just weather depressed.
I hate the rain.
And I have an essay to finish grrr!
And I have a saucy e-mail to write!!! Which was the reason for me grinning all the way too and from University today! well it did take something like 3 hours total round trip today!
well hope I aven't depressed anyone, comment and cheer me up?
Angela
For the last few years I have been religiously ambiguous, in other words I have had no clue where the fuck I was. Still don't know where the fuck I am to be honest. Thought I was wiccan, but not. Used to be Anglican, and again I'm not. Hell I don't even believe in death anymore.
All I know is there is something stronger than I and my journey in life is to learn and experience as much as possible. That's it.
Strange how one person's lj gets me thinking about my life, although this is something I've been wrestling with for a while now. And to be honest I wish I could stop, it's driving me crazy.
In other news, I just busted my computer chair! Yay me! *rolls eyes* now I have a hard backed, not ver comfy one. booo.
And in guy news, 1) he pobably hates me writing about him, 2) I know he likes me and has agreed to have one "date" with me when I go over to him in spring and 3) I wonder on what level he likes me? (not a have to be answered thing).
I feel so drained, one min I am up next I am down then I am in between. It's not anything to do with the guy. It's me. It's winter. And It's me being exhausted. I had a lot of good hours today, but as soon as it's dark I get down, ppl can cheer me up Lee, room god, can definately cheer me up and Mike does the same. These are people who make me think and tell good jokes and tease me and make me feel cared about on a very deep level. That's something I am deeply grateful for. I'm just weather depressed.
I hate the rain.
And I have an essay to finish grrr!
And I have a saucy e-mail to write!!! Which was the reason for me grinning all the way too and from University today! well it did take something like 3 hours total round trip today!
well hope I aven't depressed anyone, comment and cheer me up?
Angela