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Feb. 18th, 2004 05:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
angel_janeI can't talk to any of my frineds without managing to piss them off.
Last night, I was polite. I couldn't offer anything to the conversation (It was about a Star Trek sim, I am not a part of) so in politness I went quiet and then when they were off to post on their Sim's board it means, don't talk to me. So I didn't. The thing was I was actually meant to have kept talking ostensibly to myself, and I didn't want to. WHAT THE FUCK POINT IS THAT!!!
So I was polite and quiet and then I got a little pissed that he didn't talk to me, but at me or just a dstracted hmm or yep was all that was really offered. If he wanted to talk to me he should have fucking well told me, not just assumed I knew what he wanted!
Another thing that has been going on in my head is something someone I am close to (yet no longer have a title for, better than friends, not close enough physically to date or be near) told me, I am passive-aggressive, and he is right. I can't say what I think outright. I always piss people off by speaking my mind so now I say anything and not only do I visible wince when saying it it throw in a passive aggressive wince by making it so you can't call me on it.
I know why I do this. It is my home environment. I state my beliefs on anything and my dad finds it opens season on Angie.
I am gonna try an d learn not to be, but it isn't going to be easy. BEWARE work in progress.
And one final word, I have just found out that the WB have just canned Angel...The bastards. go to www.bronzebeta.com and back 3 pages and scroll til you see red writing, you will see what Joss Whedon had to say about this!
Last night, I was polite. I couldn't offer anything to the conversation (It was about a Star Trek sim, I am not a part of) so in politness I went quiet and then when they were off to post on their Sim's board it means, don't talk to me. So I didn't. The thing was I was actually meant to have kept talking ostensibly to myself, and I didn't want to. WHAT THE FUCK POINT IS THAT!!!
So I was polite and quiet and then I got a little pissed that he didn't talk to me, but at me or just a dstracted hmm or yep was all that was really offered. If he wanted to talk to me he should have fucking well told me, not just assumed I knew what he wanted!
Another thing that has been going on in my head is something someone I am close to (yet no longer have a title for, better than friends, not close enough physically to date or be near) told me, I am passive-aggressive, and he is right. I can't say what I think outright. I always piss people off by speaking my mind so now I say anything and not only do I visible wince when saying it it throw in a passive aggressive wince by making it so you can't call me on it.
I know why I do this. It is my home environment. I state my beliefs on anything and my dad finds it opens season on Angie.
I am gonna try an d learn not to be, but it isn't going to be easy. BEWARE work in progress.
And one final word, I have just found out that the WB have just canned Angel...The bastards. go to www.bronzebeta.com and back 3 pages and scroll til you see red writing, you will see what Joss Whedon had to say about this!
