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Jun. 19th, 2005 12:59 amWhy do I have friends. I just got judged by someone I thought was a friend. Why do i bother sharing my experiences when all I get is judged. and who the hell are these people. I am seriously questioning if I want to be at this site. I mean if my FRIENDS are going to judge me for taking medicine which is not to be paid for nor was it requested.
I must be very wrong. None of my contraceptives are paid for (other than the condoms I bought in the shops. The NHS and inspecific the family planning clinic gave me both of mine free of charge. But I must be a whore for accepting them. I must be a whore for having sex and wanting to prevent pregnancy. I must be bad if at some point I decide to have a hysterrectomy.
The NHS pays for a lot of things, heck it is paying for an operation I am having on July 4th, perhaps I should live in ain cause I can't afford to pay for that either.
I must be very wrong. None of my contraceptives are paid for (other than the condoms I bought in the shops. The NHS and inspecific the family planning clinic gave me both of mine free of charge. But I must be a whore for accepting them. I must be a whore for having sex and wanting to prevent pregnancy. I must be bad if at some point I decide to have a hysterrectomy.
The NHS pays for a lot of things, heck it is paying for an operation I am having on July 4th, perhaps I should live in ain cause I can't afford to pay for that either.