Updateage.

Well I guess it is time for updates

I am majoly pissed with my CD player, it was a three cd changer, but now it is a zero CD changer, it ate my damn cd's and now the bastard thing won't even open to give them back. I am so gonna take it appart. And then for !%) I am gonna get a 20 CD changer!!!!

On the boyfriend front I have found out I am seriously a fuck up.

Let me explain this, I almost broke up with him, because other people were stressing me out. How fucking stupid would I have been??? I LOVE THIS GUY. He is everything to me I can imagine me at 50 with this man and I can see us having kids and having a settled life, I can also imagine us living together in the next year.

Also I have met his family and wow they are almost exactly like mine except his dad actually gets off his ass and does stuff! I am going back there in 3 weeks time. I go up on the monday and return with Steve on the thursday he stays until the sunday morning, at which point I will cry my eyes out! I did the last time he came down.

My mother seems to be very relaxed. She is allowing him into my room when he comes down. I am soo definately in love! And fuck me this feels great.